It is a unique presentation of the human internal transformation meanders. It leads through the painful process of getting out of alcohol addiction, discovering a new self, dealing with the surrounding reality, seeking the closeness of other man, and finding love. This autobiographical book pushes the reader on a psychological roller coaster, into the recesses of the consciousness and subconsciousness of the man who keeps getting lost, loses ground under his feet, falls, but step by step regains the sense of space, first reaches himself, then manages to get outside – into the human world.
