I was brought up among the fundamentals of the catholic church. There was plenty of fear, punishment and morals. We will be judged for our sins (not just mistakes) by a flawless God. Even a pray of gratitude is immersed in guilt as if every personal achievement wasn’t earned but bestowed on oneself as a grace. Merely as an observer, an outsider in this particular manifestation of faith and being utterly attracted to it, one of the many questions that comes to my mind here is: what is it like to be so close to divine power?