Photography is my private practice where I am the doctor, the patient and the cure. And now Iâ€™m in therapy, far from home, in a blue countryâ€™s haven. Iâ€™m trying to process the doubts, the fears and the inhibitions of a lonely relationship through my feelings and memories. Itâ€™s a funeral ceremony where pressing the cameraâ€™s button is the painkiller which relieves the painful sound of the feelings. Iâ€™ve recognized the despair, the hopelessness and the desire to escape during growing up, now I put my faith into an incubator. This is my story. I can afford the luxury of replaying the old memories once again, so I can go on with my life without burdens. I release you.