During the quarantine, I was very weak both mentally and physically. I was exhausted and devastated. I wanted to show it through photos and took a series of pictures depicting my condition. In this self-portrait, I hold myself exhausted, weak, dying and look at myself with sorrow and pain, but it was at the moment when the photo was already taken that I felt that some part of me was helping to live and fight. We are not alone as long as we are alive.